Thursday, August 14 @ 8:34 PM
Friends or only Substitute Friends?I used to be closed to them. Very closed. Closed till where they were, I will always be there for sure. But now, not anymore. Even before when I'm with my dear we are not that close. Only when they are alone,had problems or arguement among them then they will look for me. Or else, they will left me out. Eventhough they will asked me to come along with them, I will still be left out because they will laughed or talked about something that I didnt know.Haiz..That is why I will think twice before going out with them.My ex-colleague or so called best friend used to be. Where are you now?We were very closed. Even when we went partying,went drinking or chilling always together too. But what happened now? After u quit and work in that line that you want, you will still call me, asked me out and will always dropped by and see me. You will listened to my problems and i will listened to yours and each other will gave their own advice but now... Where are all your calls? So busy? hmm.. Cant even reply my msgs? sigh! You will only msg me when you need my help. Sadness! Guess you have your new friends now. The most sensitive friend I have.You are so sensitive till I have to watch out my words that came out from my mouth. Sometimes I feel sad and pity of you because of your sensitiveness alot of people hate you that is why I care so much about you but sometimes you take me for granted. When you need some help then you will look for me. But when I need help are you there for me? sigh..I always help my friends but when Im in need, are they there for me? In fact, they like dont even care or bother about it. Should have listened to my dear. Stop being nice!To me my only truely friend is my buddy.Dear always said to me, "No friends wont die."But I replied,"Nope! Except for my buddy. I will die without her."I miss you.
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