I feel sucky for the past few days.

Sucky!sucky!sucky!

Wanted to cry,but I cant.

Wanted to scream and let out all my sucky feelings out but still I cant.

Then, I finally realised that I cant do it alone.

I've been keeping all my problems to myself.

Only some to my dear but the remaining are still in me.

Had bad dreams too.

Really bad till I dare not sleep.

I'm scared of losing my VIPs. So scared because I've been losing quite a number of my closed friends.

At least my buddy's friends are always there for her.

Two guys that love her and have a bestfriends that can make her happy too when I'm not around.

But me, I have only my dear. Only he can make me smile and forget about all my problems.

But not my friends buddy.

sigh..