PURE LUST.

Tuesday, September 9 @ 9:22 PM

My creation! I Love it! So does she,my buddy!

Once I finished creating these, I MMS to them straight away. Bad mood turned to Good once they received it. =)

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Thursday, August 14 @ 8:34 PM

Friends or only Substitute Friends?

I used to be closed to them. Very closed. Closed till where they were, I will always be there for sure. But now, not anymore. Even before when I'm with my dear we are not that close. Only when they are alone,had problems or arguement among them then they will look for me. Or else, they will left me out. Eventhough they will asked me to come along with them, I will still be left out because they will laughed or talked about something that I didnt know.
Haiz..That is why I will think twice before going out with them.

My ex-colleague or so called best friend used to be. Where are you now?
We were very closed. Even when we went partying,went drinking or chilling always together too. But what happened now? After u quit and work in that line that you want, you will still call me, asked me out and will always dropped by and see me. You will listened to my problems and i will listened to yours and each other will gave their own advice but now... Where are all your calls? So busy? hmm.. Cant even reply my msgs? sigh! You will only msg me when you need my help. Sadness! Guess you have your new friends now.

The most sensitive friend I have.
You are so sensitive till I have to watch out my words that came out from my mouth. Sometimes I feel sad and pity of you because of your sensitiveness alot of people hate you that is why I care so much about you but sometimes you take me for granted. When you need some help then you will look for me. But when I need help are you there for me? sigh..

I always help my friends but when Im in need, are they there for me? In fact, they like dont even care or bother about it. Should have listened to my dear. Stop being nice!
To me my only truely friend is my buddy.
Dear always said to me, "No friends wont die."
But I replied,"Nope! Except for my buddy. I will die without her."

I miss you.

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7:34 PM

She Say.....

I feel sucky for the past few days.
Sucky!sucky!sucky!
Wanted to cry,but I cant.
Wanted to scream and let out all my sucky feelings out but still I cant.
Then, I finally realised that I cant do it alone.
I've been keeping all my problems to myself.
Only some to my dear but the remaining are still in me.
Had bad dreams too.
Really bad till I dare not sleep.
I'm scared of losing my VIPs. So scared because I've been losing quite a number of my closed friends.
At least my buddy's friends are always there for her.
Two guys that love her and have a bestfriends that can make her happy too when I'm not around.
But me, I have only my dear. Only he can make me smile and forget about all my problems.
But not my friends buddy.
sigh..

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Saturday, August 9 @ 8:32 AM

BUDDY BUDDY!!!! SHE MISSES YOU ALOT!!
REALLY! REALLY!DONT THINK SHES FORGET YOU LOVE!!!

HUGS AN KISSES!

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8:12 AM

August! August! its her month. Everytime when it comes to August, she will feel happy and cheerful. Very special month... Maybe its her birhtday month thats why she is feeling happy and cheeful! =)
Not even her birthday yet. She received presents from her sweet mummy,her colleagues and even her friends. Treat her to swensen's and sang her a BIRTHDAY song. Wahaha! So happy! And the most sweetest thing ever was her mummy!!! Early in the morning, cheer her up by surprising her with a nice white gold necklace.. Awww.. Awww...
Sweet isnt she.. Love her..

To Her, Every single day in August is her special day=)

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Thursday, June 12 @ 7:49 PM

In maxstudio. Miss you.

Miss going back alone together with you.

Dear Buddy,

Reading your blog hurts me alot. Im a bad bestfriend. I've been neglecting you for the past 3 months since I'm with him. Usually you will come first in my life followed by my boyfriend but now, everything is him. I dont know why I always listening to him. What he wants me to do, I will definitely do. Is not that Im scared of him. Its just that I hate seeing his fuck up face that will end up argueing. Sigh!

Buddy...
I'm sorry for what I have done to our friendship. You still my bestest friend in my life. You are still the one that I love the most. No matter where I go or with him, you are still always in my mind. I will promise you that we can be like last time. Promise. I just need to knock some sense to him. But you see..... I cant do that by myself. You need to let your feelings out to him too. Let him know how you feel. Remember, he is your close friend too.

Sometimes I feel like I'm in between. I dont know what to do. I just want him to understand me. I just want him to let me do my part as a bestfriend too. He always told me friends are not important but I will reply,"No...Ernie is different.She is my lover.She is important to me."
Sob sob sob....
I just want him to understand me. Understand Us. He is the best boyfriend ever but he is the only guy that wants me to follow everything what he is doing.
I'm sorry..
Sorry..
I love you so much buddy. Love you and miss you alot. I will promise you that we can be like last time. Promise you. I'm sad for what I have done. I'm a bad bad bestfriend trying to be a good girlfriend not knowing that her buddy needs her. I'm sucks! I make my buddy down. I'm sorry. I will change.

Loves
I miss you too.

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Sunday, June 8 @ 9:39 PM

Start back to work. Busy busy working and spending time with her love. Received alot of news. Good and bad news. Sigh! She is happy for you but at the same time she is sad too. To you my Friend, she's going to miss you alot!!!!

sincerely,
sof[i]dah

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Inspirations.

SHE

THE OWNER

Fifie
220887
Attached
Enjoying Her Fullest Life
sof[i]dah

I Wish, I Wish...

WishList.

Family As One
Make My Parents Proud
My Dream
Make My Buddies Happy
Finally,
Have A Family With
HIM
sof[i]dah

Melody.

Relax your soul.

Love her or Hate her.
Admire her or Envy her.
This is she,Fifie.
She blog whatever she wants.
She will do whatever she likes.
She will tell everything about her.
Now readers,its up to you to judge her who she is.
Hey...No one in this world is PERFECT

Connections.

Escapes.

audieee-kewgirl ♥
Erns ♥
Eyya ♥
ChillyJilly ♥
Raga ♥
audieee-kewgirl ♥

Mix the words up.

Gossips.

It took time to see.

Memories.

Have Left Behind All the Past
Looking Forward For The Future

Forever In My Mind

Met My Buddies
How My Buddies Treat Me
Seeing My Family Smile

Met My Love
How We Met,Spend time together as friend & Now, the way you treat me as your Princess
sof[i]dah

May 2008
June 2008
August 2008
September 2008

You have my thanks.

credits.

Everyone that Support Me,Cheer me up when im down,Help Me,Taking good care of me & Sincerely being with me
Especially you my Mummy

LOVE YOU